When we believe that mindset and our thinking is all there is to changing behaviour and changing our experience, it can feel disappointing to see the same pattern return again, and again…and again. But it is perfect. It’s inviting you deeper. — But I thought I’d seen through this one! Last week I wrote about how I’ve come to realise that the Resolution of Repeating Patterns is, and always has been, a core thread through my work. All with the intention of living in the feeling of greater alignment.

As far as I can see, the only thing that stops us feeling aligned is identification with what is not essentially us. And these identifications sometimes exist at great depths. Does this resonate with you? — I wrote the other day about the journey I’ve been on with my purpose, and how I’ve recently been clarifying that again . This has come after years in a post-awakening flow where purpose seemed entirely irrelevant. …

After my awakening I didn’t think I’d ever be interested in a conversation about purpose again, and yet… — When I began my spiritual exploration, I had a significant awakening and saw SO CLEARLY that ‘having a purpose’ was for the mind. That who we really are has zero need, interest or consideration for having a purpose, or for living out your purpose. It suddenly looked like a whole…

If you’ve been feeling fear and resistance about an opportunity for developmental growth and expansion, this transmission is for you. — It’s really normal that just before a leap to your next level, you feel fearful, and retreat, sometimes old patterns come up even stronger than before. We often take it as a sign we’re not ready. You’re ready. You’re about to push through and leap. …

Last week I wrote to my newsletter crew about the dark night of the soul. The stage of awakening and enlightening that I love supporting and so I loved that it landed with such a ‘yes’ for so many. It’s that phase when “it feels worse than ever before, because you are now conscious of it, yet can’t escape, and you can’t hide or run away.” (Nicky Clinch). It’s when life gives you no choice but to see the seeming s*^t — absent of nail varnish. Then…it went to the next level.

On Monday, at our community birthday celebrations, Pip did a guided visualised constellation with us all — have you ever done one of these? I never had and it was great! It was on the topic of “what you resists persists” — that classic spiritual saying, which really is 100%…

I see this human experience as perfect. It’s 100% perfectly designed to wake us up to the truth of who we are, and to enlighten us from the conditioning we’ve collected. But then — this week — I thought I’d found a flaw! See what you think. — I am always sharing written posts and recorded reflections in my membership community, it’s one of my favourite things to do! And then sometimes, there’s something that’s just too good to keep behind those beautiful doors.

I’d like to share a short poem with… —

I thought I was going to be running a six month programme on Conscious Parenting…until… Read and watch for what living a guided life looks like behind the scenes. — Here’s the backstory…In November ‘22 I was at a health spa with a good friend and I’d already received the idea to run a parenting programme. As I lay on the comfy chair, in the cosy room, I tuned in to receive guidance for its design.